Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Photo - I haven't showered in two days. I'm not even kidding.
I am doing okay today. I went to lunch with my sisters, (Tuesday afternoon is the standing Sister Lunch Date) and I tried a new sandwich that was orgasmic. I mean, I had no idea sandwiches were even CAPABLE of being like the O word, I mean a little meat and cheese between two pieces of bread isn't exactly something to write home about, but OH.MY.WORD. I couldn't eat enough. The sandwich was 8 inches, and I ate every inch! If you have not yet tried Firehouse Subs, go there now. And ask for the #5. And then O out. Or whatever.
Anyway, I had no idea sandwiches were capable of cheering me up so. And things are improving too, because when I woke up this morning the weather was really dismal and gray and rainy, but as I type this now, the sun is shining and the birds are tweeting and it is a brave 62 degrees, and I'll take it! I'm going to take the kids for a walk soon, just to look at the trees and flowers and get some fresh air.
I think reaching out to all of you guys helped a bit, even if I was simply saying, Hey, I don't want to be alone right now. After I blogged yesterday, I actually wrote my T an email, and told her everything that I should have told her earlier that day, in person during our session. But better late than never, right? And I felt so much better after I hit send! There was some crap I needed to get out, and I'm glad I finally did. Nothing is necessarily all fixed or worked out, but at least I'm not carrying it all alone anymore, right? And that's got to count for something. There is a life lesson here - ASK FOR HELP AND DON'T ISOLATE, AND STOP BEING STUPID, WHILE YOU'RE AT IT - and I hope I can actually take it into my stubborn little heart and learn from it. These past couple of weeks have been pretty bleak, and I don't want to experience that anymore. Isolating never! Having people around forever!
So, instead of us all having our individual NESTS OF GLOOM, why don't we all join together and have a HABITAT OF HAPPINESS? There will be no nests, just an environment that is open and happy and silly and friendly? And if we do feel gloomy, we can just help each other bust out of it, before the nest starts to creep it's way in? NESTS ARE NOT WELCOME IN THIS HABITAT! Yuusss!
I love ya guys. You all rock. Da end.
(I'm going to go shower now.) (I promise I won't come back, until I have.) (No more gross pictures of me.) (I swear.)
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