Friday, May 25, 2012

Leavin for Mexico

Hello kittens,

I feel like my Hungry for Change posts have been a little lackluster lately.  I apologize; a lot of crap going on in el personalo lifo that is kind of distracting me.

Photo - Hi!

Same reason I'm way behind on blogs.  I'll catch up, I promise.

I am leaving for Meheeco on Monday at 5 am sharp.  We are SO excited.  But, I have to admit, I'm really worried about leaving the kidaloons.  Cade will be okay, he'll miss us, but he'll manage, because he's old enough to understand where we are and why we left and when we are coming back.  But Mila!  What if she forgets me?  What if I forget what she LOOKS LIKE?  Clearly the world might end without her around.  So...I do worry about leaving her...five days is a long time.  :(  ButbutBUT I am so jazzed to be spending five days alone with the husbunny.  We're going to read Stephen King books and swim in the Caribbean and get tan and do other, er, things to enjoy each other's company?  Yes.  It really is going to be so fun.  :)

Photo - I don't even have to coach Mila to smile anymore.  The minute she sees a camera and a flash, she goes bonkers!

A lot has been happening this last week.  Some good, some bad.  Actually not sure how much to share.  It sucks when my blog is sooooo public; like I am okay with 90% of you knowing what is happening with me, but that other 10% freaks me out and it's hard to decide if what is going on with me is okay to share.

Just had a tough session today with the T.  She kicked my ass, but in the kindest way possible.  I needed it.  I guess I really needed my eyes opened about how I'm doing in some areas of recovery.  It's a process though, so I suppose I just need to be patient with myself and keep truckin.

And drinking Boost.  :/

Photo - Except for, clearly she didn't smile on this one.  ;)  But my stinkin cat got in the picture, she would!

Anyway, I'm sure this is all cryptic enough for you, so I'll stop there.  I'll try to have my HFC post up later tonight, and the HFC posts that are due while I'm in Mexico will have to wait, probably until I get back.  I am going to try to spend very limited time on the internet while away so that I can focus all my time on my man.  Gettin my priorities straight!

Bye friends, I'll be posting a few blogs this weekend, but nothing (probably) of a very personal nature, so I'll say now that I hope you all have a great weekend/week while I am away.  I won't miss you bitches one bit while I am frolicking in the land that is Mexico!



Fight 4 Ur Lyfe said...

Crytpic is rigt.Npw you've left me wondering... LOL! Bless your heart.

Be safe in the Mexico! :)

Laur said...

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Sea Salt Caramel is the most amazing thing ever.
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Liz said...

I sure am sorry if you're having a rough time right now.
I'm uber jealous of your awesome trip south of the border.Have lots and lots of fun.
I love Mila's smile, that would be a hard thing to leave, even for a few days.

Laur said...

Cammy said...

I hope you have an awesome time in Mexico, I love that place! and I'm sorry things have been a bit tough, but hang in there. You are such a strong person, and although even strong people trip sometimes, you can definitely kick ass when you need to, we know this now, right? ;)
Much <3.

Alie said...

I'm sorry things have been tough, I hope they get better soon! Have safe travels and a wonderful trip!

Arielle Lee Bair said...

Definitely have fun frolicking in Mexico! It's well-deserved and forget blogland for a while. It's good to know. Sometimes when I was tearing my hair out with insane grad school assignments and my job, plus some really rough every day stuff I'd see counseling the women at the domestic violence shelter, I would leave my blog(s) for a week or so at a time. It just wasn't near the top of the priority list. And none of those things were anywhere close to being as fun as M-E-X-I-C-O!

As for the oh-so-cryptic life stuff, a little mystery is good on a blog. ;) LOL No, seriously - let it marinate for a while and then decide what's safest for you to put out there. The main thing is that you're being good to you. We all (the 90%) care about ya and understand.

Mila will remember. She may have a harder time adjusting than C, but you know what they say! Absence makes the heart grow fonder! So while you're pining away for her little face down in Mexico, she will be missing her momma and be all too happy when you return.

Have a beautiful, relaxing time. :-)

Femina Scribens said...

Hang in there; and have a wonderful, restorative time in Mexico. It's a great place to unwind and chill and forget the crap of real life for awhile. Glad that you can get away for a bit though I am sure you will miss the kiddos like crazy.

Jenn said...

i hope you have tons of fun! take the time to relax, unwind, and enjoy the vacation and the time with your husband. you deserve it and i hope that the "cryptic" stuff will ease and things will turn upwards again ; ) be gentle with yourself and have F.U.N.!

po said...

Have fun, Brie! I am going to Mexico too, in July, am so excited, I am voyaging from a lot further away than the US (the UK) and am kind of scared due to my lack of any Spanish at all. Am looking forward to hearing what you got up to!

annamaria said...

have an amazing time sweetie!!!
tan safely :)

bri said...

Have the best time love! I care about u Soooo much and am ALWAYS here! Love u!!