Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Suck on This

Not doing well friends. It’s a little too early to expand on things, so I’ve been valiantly trying for the past half hour or so to think of something grossvomitcheerfulsick to write about instead, all to no avail. My mind is too whellllllmed with the crap going on. But, since I can’t yet say much, and if I did write a full post about it anyway it would most likely be full of swear words with a few ‘ands’ and a ‘the’ or two thrown in between…I’m kind of at a loss, here.

So I guess what I really want to say right now to a certain someone is:


and no chill if you’re reading this, it’s not you...

23 comments:

Alexandra Rising said...

:( You've seemed sad [in the virtual land, so I can only assume in the 'real world' how you must feel...]

I <3 you and I'm thinking of you [and Kendall, always].

I wish I could do something to help you smile or giggle.

Tylaine said...

I'm really truly sorry things are sucking so much for you right now. Dang! Things tend to do that once in a while and it sucks that things suck! This probably isn't any consolation but often when things suck sooner or later they turn around and are great as much as they sucked. (if that makes sense :)) Sending love and non suckiness your way

Maeve said...

I'm sorry to hear that you have some craptastic things going on in your life. I hope that they resolve themselves soon so that you can feel more at peace.

We're here for you; rain, shine, smiles, and profanity filled posts. We will stick by you through it all!!!

standing in the rain said...

uh oh. do we all need to go beat someone up for you? we could wear bloxygen t-shirts and really show 'em!

thinking of you and hoping things are ok.

CG said...

sending lots of positivity your way...

brie said...

thank you guys so, so, SO much. i just was in the stairwell at work on the phone with my therapist having a panic attack (thank the good lord she has an opening at 1:30 this afternoon) and coming back to my computer, seeing all these comments, made me cry again -but in a good way this time.

i sincerely ♥ you all, thanks for ♥ing me back!

Alexandra Rising said...

I like Standing In The Rain's idea: "Team Blogxygen shirts" <<<LOVE IT.

brie said...

you know what? i'm going to have my graphic designer friend who designed my logo make some shirts. this cheers me up immenseley!

Heather Lindquist said...

A shirt would be an excellent idea! There's a website called cafepress.com that does stuff like that online and you can set up how you want people to be able to access it and buy items that you create. It's actually really fun. I have ny own site and like doing it. Sorry life is sucky now. I'm going on about 48 hours with no sleep, so things are pretty crappy for me right now too. Hope things get worked out soon!!

Eating Alone said...

Glad you got in to see your therapist. I hope your feeling a little better. Just remember being mad at someone doest hurt them nearly as much as it hurts you. Unless you punch them in the nose.

brie said...

haha david, maybe i WILL just punch the certain person in the nose - because trust me, THIS PERSON DESERVES IT, and i am not generally an angry or vindictive person. usually i'm so nice!

Kerri said...

Sorry Brie. Mean people suck! I am with standing in the rain--> Team Blogxygen to kick the crap outta of the meanies. :P And like Alexandra said, you have seemed really sad so I hope something really super crazy awesome happens soon to cheer you up. You deserve it. :)

Cammy said...

I am intrigued but won't pry. Just sending total support to you, hang in there, this person is NOT worth your energy!

t. said...

i'm sorry someone is being sucky and messing up your day. i'm pretty good at shin kicking if you need someone with that sort of skill set. just sayin'.

i hope tomorrow is better for you.

Lou Lou said...

i hope ur ok brie.
i threw a cup at the wall yesterday.
kia kaha love light and frilly knickers
x

Maeve said...

Ooh get blogxygen shirts printed and sell them on your blog! You can use the moula to buy awesome new designer jeans :-)

Kara said...

Truly my deepest sympathies for you. I CAN'T STAND how life is hard and unfair - not cool. I hope the 1:30 appt helped. Stay strong, Brie. I'm on your side, along with so many others.

tawny said...

Ahh Brie, thinking of you..I've noticed you have been down.

I am so sorry....life can be so challenging. Know that I am here for you anytime...Hang in there. Love you!

Cammy said...

And just in case you were in any doubt, this here Cammy will totes open up a good old fashioned can of Southern Style Whoop Ass on whoever this is, if need be. FYI.

brie said...

omg i love you all! thanks SO much for your support. tomorrow i will give you a full update on how much therapy helped me and how the rest of my day improved. :) i wish you all lived in slc and we could have best friend get togethers haha.

Amber said...

Well, hopefully tomorrow will be a better day! We are thinking of you and love you lots.

Laur said...

sorry dude, today SUCKED for me too. I hope tomorrow is better! (for both of us) I'll look for your update tomorrow.

firefly said...

Hey ya Bri; I just happened to come across your blog tonight and read all the way back til Halloween. You sure have been through a lot. I'm sorry that you didn't get enough time with Kendall. I think a pain like that will never go away. I go online to a bunch a caringbridge stories and encourage patients. You know lately there have been a lot of deaths. Each person handles death in different ways. There are no this is where you are supossed to be in grief. Be gentle with yourself and family. You are so loved~~Also I am very jealous that you have your son and someone that loves you.
I've had an ed since 99s too. Grrr. 08 was the worst and I was resi/ip from Oct 23-April first. I don't know what happened but I left MP and crashed. Don't think I've eaten on that plan since. It sounds like you have a hard time gaining weight, while I restricted and exercised and weight went up. Great Mickey Mouse! So I'm following you and if you give me your addy I'll invite you over to my blog. I kind of feel like no one cares because I don't have many people that read it. Hang in there!