What is everybody up to this weekend? I don't have much going on, and with tomorrow being The Anniversary, I am nervous not having any plans, because I'm worried I'll get really sad and somber and just down; I wish I had something to do to keep me occupied. It's hard not having a grave I can put flowers on or any photos to look back on for memories - all I have are blurry ultrasound photos and the remembrance of her movements inside me. I want to remember Kendall, but I don't know how to. I wrote her a letter, and I thought about sharing it here on my blog, but in the end decided not to, because it is extremely raw and extremely personal. But...it just feels wrong to pretend like it is any other day and not do anything to respect and commemorate her. I just don't know what to do. :/
...It seems everybody that's cool these days in Blog Land is signing off with a cute little signature. I was kind of jels looking at everybody else's, so I decided to make one of my own. Don't know if it'll last, but I'm kind of a fad girl, so I'll go with it.