I am so burned out. I feel like I have nothing to give, either physically or emotionally. I have had a killer headache ever since I have been home from Mexico. And while I'm not entirely familiar with migraines, because I really don't get them that often; this, I think, would qualify as one of them. It doesn't matter how much Advil or Tylenol I take...caffeine doesn't help, lying in a dark room doesn't help...drinking water doesn't help...oh and dry-heaving at 3 am isn't the funnest either. :(
Photo - first pics taken with the kids once home from Mexico. We were just leaving to go to Grandma and Grandpa Sudweeks' 60th wedding anniversary party.
I'm miserable - though, this morning, I do feel a bit better - at least like I can function. Brandon has been shouldering most of the parenting responsibilites this past weekend because I felt so unwell. But, today it's time to put on my parenting boots and get goin. Needs to be done, and I am excited to get back to the regular routine with the kiddos.
I will admit that I am really sad that I am not doing the June blogging challenge. I really wanted to. But, I think the challenge from May burned me out - I didn't even finish it because I was in Mexico, and I have no mental stamina left to finish it now.
I feel like I have nothing to offer you guys, which is another reason I don't think I'll participate in the challenge. I feel vulnerable and completely exhausted. Right now I don't feel excited about blogging or being silly or making you guys laugh. Normally that type of stuff makes me so happy and is what fuels me. So I don't know what gives.
I have a lot on my mind. House stuff, worrying about financial stuff, I have to get a PT job and am picking up freelance writing work, recovery stuff is insanely hard right now...
I guess it's just as simple as Life is happening right now, and I kind of need to spend some time juggling all that, before I really delve back into my blogging.
I'll definitely be around, blogging here and there, but you may not get a post from me every day. I'm just so tired. So bone tired.
Need a bit of time.