The Letter

I woke up today. The first thing I thought was,
“Crap (okay, substitute that for a curse word). I have to write that…that letter today.
That letter. "
I’ve been avoiding it for…let’s see…weeks now.
But it’s time.
How do I tell the one person that I admire more than anyone else in the world – more than Mother Theresa and Princess Di and whoever invented mustard and lip gloss - that I am angry with them? How can you worship someone but want to sob and scream and tell them all the ways in which they let you down?
How can you love someone and hate them at the same time?
And how do I write this letter?