Friday, September 17, 2010
I think it'll have to wait. I am FRIED emotionally and physically. This chica is spent.
Been busy nannying the P girl and taking C to preschool and workin' hard in therapy and dietary...
So I'll just quickly ask this:
I'm starting to wonder if I'm too nice. Like I know there's got to be a boundary here somewhere about being a good friend v. giving too much; giving so much that I start to lose touch with who I am. Sometimes I think I can be a doormat, and I'm pretty used (honestly) to getting taken advantage of...but suddenly, I'm not really okay with that anymore. I think with recovery, I'm also gaining a sense of myself and grasping that I'm worth more than being walked all over.
This probably doesn't make sense.
the boundary here seems blurred...and I'm having a difficult time really negotiating what is okay and appropriate to help out a friend v. what is too much, and when am I being taken advantage of, etc.
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